I remember the first time I realized I am attracted to you and that I was starting to like you. But then things happened and it changed everything. Deep inside me, it's still there and I wish to keep it deeper inside but it's starting to float to the surface.

I know at one point I would have to entertain these feelings I've been running away from... but now isn't the right time for it. No, there wouldn't be a right time for it. Besides, I don't like it. I never did so I'm going to ignore it until it goes away.